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I am someone that complains so much mostly about myself, i act like am very strong but not really, some times i still wish for some unbelievable things. my hair is the hardest part of my body. it becomes so tiring at times when i try to comb it and its stupidly hard, if i relax/perm it, it only last soft for like 2-3 days, i cant pack it and it wouldnt puff out, if i put cream like this,it shinessss so much more than normal. i look at my friends and wish to have their soft hair. my hair is very long (well - boarding house) cut everything, very full and super Black! when hair dressers are making my hair they say its like attachment lol, when i was in high school, the hair dresser would collect more for my hair than others, if i make corn-row/weaving to school, in 3 days everything has removed, the under growth would be coming out,it would just be so rough. The same with the hair on my body. My legs/arms ... they grow so fast, i have so shave like every month or 2-3 weeks...

This topic is a very tough one because I can relate countless times, I am the kind of person that thinks a lot, even if it's something little I just start imagining strange and weird things. But I have accepted that when God wants us to grow he has to make us uncomfortable. I wanted to buy something, came to see my friend so outside there's a woman selling something, I had already gotten what I needed so I was waiting for my change then one woman came out, I saw her right eye and I knew something was wrong, the black stuff inside our normal eyes was almost white in hers, I later found out that this woman was partially blind, I was staring at her for a couple of minutes she was touching things before taking one step, it sounds so normal but to be honest it's not. It's so sad because somepeople can see with their two eyes and they believe God hasn't been awesome to them, you think you have issues until you hear someone else's problem.  Same with this...